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Creative Ways to Make Yourself Feel Bad

by Special Someones

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1.
Too many bills to pay I stack em up till they pile on the floor I’m not feeling today Rather die than to walk out the door I’ll ignore the signs this time Promising I won’t ever again Everything is going just fine ‘cuz everything is finally coming right to the end It’s gone in an instant Dissolves after time I’m sorry you missed it It’s all over Don’t have a thing to say If I did it’d end up ignored Wishing my life away It isn’t like I haven’t been here before I’ll ignore the signs this time Promising I won’t ever again Everything is going just fine ‘cuz everything is finally coming right to the end It’s gone in an instant Dissolves after time I’m sorry you missed it It’s all over
2.
Before I walk through that door, better get my head in check. Dirty shoes flung on the floor oh god I feel like a wreck You already know that it’s gonna get worse before it gets better. Lucky for me I’m used to inclement weather. Before you speak a word I know what I’m in for A dressing down that I deserve But I know that we can endure You already know that it’s gonna get worse before it gets better. Lucky for me I’m used to inclement weather.
3.
She said the last guy was the best she’s ever had I don’t know why she’d go say shit like that No amount of money could ever add up to her dad’s But I’ll fake it if she’ll take me right outta the black! That’s alright. It’s ok. You weren’t better off by yourself alone anyway. That’s ok. It’s alright. Saying that to yourself is telling one big lie. She said the first time was the worst and that was that. I don’t know why she’d go spread shit like that. It seems like something that she’d not want to re-hash. But I’ll face it if she’ll take me and maybe she’d relax! That’s alright. It’s ok. You weren’t better off by yourself alone anyway. That’s ok. It’s alright. Saying that to yourself is telling one big lie.
4.
Misgivings 01:55
You laugh loud at my opinion I didn’t mean it I wanna be agreeable Don’t ask how I got misgivings it’s quite unseemly but I sure would like to see us through We cashed out from the beginning tho we’re not winners with each other how could we ever lose Don’t back down or keep it hidden I couldn’t live in a world where we would be untrue Sometimes it’s hard to wrap my head around where we find ourselves at now. Most things are better left unsaid but I never learned to shut my mouth. Last time I didn’t like it I won’t abide it I sure would like to try it with you. I don’t mind won’t try to hide it all the excitement of doing things that I wouldn’t do In past lives though not enticing I’m sure I knew you now we’ll finally be together as two That’s fine won’t try to fight it most feelings flighting but that’s never what we’ve been here to do. Sometimes it’s hard to wrap my head around where we find ourselves at now. Most things are better left unsaid but I never learned to shut my mouth. My lord, oh my god. Life’s slipping through my fingers now Time flies when you’re having fun but we turned it into something else. You laughed loud At my opinion. I didn’t mean it. I wanna be agreeable I can’t lie, I’m not kidding It’s hard to give in. I know I want to be with you And that’s fine, I’m in no position I’ll try to give in, so we can try to see it through.
5.
A Long Decay 02:48
It’s a lie you can’t die in a dream, I do it every day. Whenever I space out I seem to drift that way. Before the wall I try to pivot I slip and fall and still hit it I made the call and live with it And after all… You may claim it’s not that bad You’re not in my brain how could you know that All the voices in my head these days don’t feel so far away And I can’t help but to judge myself on all the things they have to say So long. I’m done. Gone off. a long decay. It’s a lie you can’t die in a dream, I swear I did last night. Finely was some-body else living a different life. No second guessing was confident. Instead of less I had all the fixings. A puffed chest and a strong finish. I felt blessed… You may claim it’s not that bad You’re not in my brain how could you know that All the voices in my head these days don’t feel so far away And I can’t help but to judge myself on all the things they have to say So long. I’m done. Gone off. a long decay. It’s such a shame. But it isn’t sad There’s no one to blame Nothings meant to last.
6.
Doomsday 02:38
It’s over now, oh sure you say you’ve got it all figured out somehow, some way. Surveyed the field and made the call everyone that you know is bound to fall How could you be so sure You’re the only one who’s sane? That the fire in your head isn’t that same undying flame? So fantasize about the end it’s much harder to step out than pretend. The sky - the trees - who cares today when death is already on its way? How could you be so sure You’re the only one who’s sane? That the fire in your head isn’t that same undying flame? It’s over now, oh sure you say you’ve got it all figured out some how some way.

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released December 20, 2021

Jake Sobol - Vocals, Rhythm Guitar
Shane Dupuy - Lead Guitar, Vocals
Steve Kamienski - Drums
Andrew McCarthy - Bass

Recorded and Mixed by Shane Dupuy in our practice space.
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios.
Artwork and layout by Jake Sobol

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