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Gone in an Instant
01:43
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Too many bills to pay
I stack em up till they pile on the floor
I’m not feeling today
Rather die than to walk out the door
I’ll ignore the signs this time
Promising I won’t ever again
Everything is going just fine
‘cuz everything is finally coming right to the end
It’s gone in an instant
Dissolves after time
I’m sorry you missed it
It’s all over
Don’t have a thing to say
If I did it’d end up ignored
Wishing my life away
It isn’t like I haven’t been here before
I’ll ignore the signs this time
Promising I won’t ever again
Everything is going just fine
‘cuz everything is finally coming right to the end
It’s gone in an instant
Dissolves after time
I’m sorry you missed it
It’s all over
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2. |
It's Gonna Get Worse
03:01
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Before I walk through that door,
better get my head in check.
Dirty shoes flung on the floor
oh god I feel like a wreck
You already know that it’s gonna get worse before it gets better.
Lucky for me I’m used to inclement weather.
Before you speak a word
I know what I’m in for
A dressing down that I deserve
But I know that we can endure
You already know that it’s gonna get worse before it gets better.
Lucky for me I’m used to inclement weather.
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3. |
That's Alright, It's Ok
01:47
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She said the last guy was the best she’s ever had
I don’t know
why she’d go
say shit like that
No amount of money could ever add up to her dad’s
But I’ll fake it
if she’ll take me
right outta the black!
That’s alright. It’s ok.
You weren’t better off by yourself alone anyway.
That’s ok. It’s alright.
Saying that to yourself is telling one big lie.
She said the first time was the worst and that was that.
I don’t know
why she’d go
spread shit like that.
It seems like something that she’d not want to re-hash.
But I’ll face it
if she’ll take me
and maybe she’d relax!
That’s alright. It’s ok.
You weren’t better off by yourself alone anyway.
That’s ok. It’s alright.
Saying that to yourself is telling one big lie.
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Misgivings
01:55
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You laugh loud at my opinion
I didn’t mean it
I wanna be agreeable
Don’t ask how I got misgivings
it’s quite unseemly
but I sure would like to see us through
We cashed out from the beginning
tho we’re not winners
with each other how could we ever lose
Don’t back down or keep it hidden
I couldn’t live in
a world where we would be untrue
Sometimes it’s hard to wrap my head around where we find ourselves at now.
Most things are better left unsaid but I never learned to shut my mouth.
Last time I didn’t like it
I won’t abide it
I sure would like to try it with you.
I don’t mind won’t try to hide it
all the excitement
of doing things that I wouldn’t do
In past lives though not enticing
I’m sure I knew you
now we’ll finally be together as two
That’s fine won’t try to fight it
most feelings flighting
but that’s never what we’ve been here to do.
Sometimes it’s hard to wrap my head around where we find ourselves at now.
Most things are better left unsaid but I never learned to shut my mouth.
My lord, oh my god. Life’s slipping through my fingers now
Time flies when you’re having fun but we turned it into something else.
You laughed loud
At my opinion. I didn’t mean it. I wanna be agreeable
I can’t lie, I’m not kidding
It’s hard to give in. I know I want to be with you
And that’s fine, I’m in no position
I’ll try to give in, so we can try to see it through.
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5. |
A Long Decay
02:48
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It’s a lie you can’t die in a dream, I do it every day.
Whenever I space out I seem to drift that way.
Before the wall I try to pivot
I slip and fall and still hit it
I made the call and live with it
And after all…
You may claim it’s not that bad
You’re not in my brain
how could you know that
All the voices in my head
these days don’t feel so far away
And I can’t help but to judge myself
on all the things they have to say
So long.
I’m done.
Gone off.
a long decay.
It’s a lie you can’t die in a dream, I swear I did last night.
Finely was some-body else living a different life.
No second guessing was confident.
Instead of less I had all the fixings.
A puffed chest and a strong finish.
I felt blessed…
You may claim it’s not that bad
You’re not in my brain
how could you know that
All the voices in my head
these days don’t feel so far away
And I can’t help but to judge myself
on all the things they have to say
So long.
I’m done.
Gone off.
a long decay.
It’s such a shame. But it isn’t sad
There’s no one to blame
Nothings meant to last.
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Doomsday
02:38
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It’s over now, oh sure you say
you’ve got it all figured out somehow, some way.
Surveyed the field and made the call
everyone that you know is bound to fall
How could you be so sure
You’re the only one who’s sane?
That the fire in your head isn’t that same undying flame?
So fantasize about the end
it’s much harder to step out than pretend.
The sky - the trees - who cares today
when death is already on its way?
How could you be so sure
You’re the only one who’s sane?
That the fire in your head isn’t that same undying flame?
It’s over now, oh sure you say
you’ve got it all figured out some how some way.
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